A few month back experienced random chest heaviness, mostly driving to work.
As recent as memorial day, I found myself packing up for husband and toddler for a week at our beach cottage. Taking stuff down early to make the journey a bit easier. 4 weeks prior to Memorial Day weekend, I was seeing a doctor for what seemed to be some type of ear infection - I told them I was dizzy, some ear pain, felt faint and was prescribed 3 different antibiotics over the course of 3 weeks - nothing seemed to work. Back to Memorial Day, where I found myself alone 35 miles from home pre-unpacking for the vacation. Suddlenly, I became very dizzy, felt like someone was sitting on my chest, and began shaking. Didn't know whether to call for an ambulance or not. After an hour and talking with husband by phone, decided to drive home - where I had to stop the car two more times as the symptoms reoccured. Husband called the doc, and got me fit in. Doc prescribed prednisone for ear, and told me that it sounded like I was having a panic attack, also gave xanax. First time for either drug.
During vacation week, I became overly emotional, called doc, and he increased the dose of xanax thinking prednisone was counteracting. Doc referred me to ENT. Initial testing found normal results. Going back next week for further testing to rule the Ear out. Also set up for an MRI tomorrow to rule out a "tumor"??
Decided in between to seek mental health specialist. Husband being in the field, referred me to someone he knew and respected for an initial consultation. Psychologist saw me for free as favor to husband, and immediately administerd an MMPI test of 500+ Q & A. The following week the results were shared - good lord was I shocked, but then again not so shocked after I took it all in. It showed signs of Anxiety, Anger, Depression and Identy issues. So now I'm angry that I'm angry, right?
The doc, could not take me on as a FT patient, as this was a favor, but made a strong recommendation for another in the field in our area. Consulted with new doc yesterday, lots of Q & A, and therapy will start next week.
I can't begin to describe how crazy I feel everyday. I dread the thought of the daily attacks that seem to occur around the same time, which I think is odd, as there is nothing at that time that I believe makes me anxious etc...
I feel in a fog, sometimes blurred vision, low concentration, lightheaded - not fun. I am struggling to feel normal, so I look forward to tomorrows MRI, next weeks ENT final results and finally facing the realities of what is going on.
Any thoughts, feedback, similar symptoms and support are welcomed.