How will be strong will power

[Faiyaz123]

HI sir my name is rehan and my problem is that I was doing hand practice but now left it but after left my mind does not think positive and every time comes abuse in mind when I take prophet name my mind gives him abuse I don't control....every time I abuse...in this situation what should I do plz help me I m facing very problem since 2016

[Paxiled]

Not sure anyone is going to understand this on this particular forum.  Can you be clearer about what's bothering you?  Don't know what hand practice is, but you seem to be stating a problem with religious fealty, which isn't an anxiety problem, it's a philosophical problem.  So if you can be more clear about exactly what's going on, somebody on here might have some advice for you.  

[Faiyaz123]

Since 2016 December my mind is starting abusing automatically now it's going on but now my main object  is that when I take prophet name that  time my mind gives abuse to my prophet and everytime repeated words come..

[Faiyaz123]

Since 2016 December my mind is starting abusing automatically now it's going on but now my main object  is that when I take prophet name that  time my mind gives abuse to my prophet and everytime repeated words come..

[Paxiled]

Still very difficult to discern exactly what you're asking for help with.  The language problem is getting in the way, at least for me.  You could be saying that you are saying things compulsively, which can be a sign of certain medical conditions.  For that seeing a doctor would be advised.  If you are saying you are thinking things that are disturbing to you, that can be a sign of an emotional problem -- something that happened to you, for example, that bothered you a great deal and this is how you're responding.  But you could also be manifesting some religious dissension going on in your mind --perhaps you no longer believe some things that are not allowed to be disbelieved in your world, for example.  It's always difficult to be different, but not a sign of illness.  You could be saying your thoughts are seemingly out of control -- you don't believe these thoughts, they don't represent you, but they're coming anyway and making you frightened.  That is a sign of a mental disorder, most likely, though what is impossible to tell from the little you're saying here.  An example might help:  I often curse God, but because my own religious beliefs aren't such that I care a whole lot about things like that it doesn't bother me.  Your religious beliefs might make it a bigger problem that you just can't ignore the way I can.  I don't know if that's the case, I'm just trying to help despite an obvious language barrier.  But I also have thoughts because I have an anxiety disorder that do bother me and I wouldn't have or be bothered by without having that disorder.  Which is it in your case?