Okay here goes... I have smoked marujuana from 14 to 16, I then started recreationally taking ecstacy and amphetamines from 16 to 18.. I use to take quite alot of these, I began to get anxiety when I was 15 because of deatsh in my family, I have now for the last two years suffered extremely badly with anxiety, I cant drink do drugs or even have caffiene or ANYTHING .. now I know drugs are looked upon ads wrong, and i dont want to be silly about them liek before, but i would like to occasionally indulge in a little alcohol, take a trip have a bomb of base or a pill WITHOUT feeling so much anxiety i end up in hospital (which has happened many times) how can I do this? has any one else got this problem? how can i once again become the wild care free party animal i use to be? and why has this happend????????????????// please help, and no ******** propa ganda about drugs please im know the ins and outs--