hocd and more anxiety problems!!!HELP PLEASE I JUST WANT A PERMANENT CURE

[JOEYJ44]

hey you guys my name is joey and im 17 years old and this is my story i was a perfectly normal heterosexual guy 100,000,00% straight i have aaalways loved women in my school i am known as a player and a manwhore because i've aloooooot of girlfriends and i've had sex with alooot of girls and its the best feeling ever and i been in love with girls before and basictly if there is guys that are more than straight thats what i am and NEVER EVER EVER been attracted to any man at all what sooo ever i think 2 guys together is f*ckin nasty but anyways one day i was watching tv and it was a show about guys winning a girls love and i liked those guys style and they way they dressed cause they were cool rockers and then out of noowhere a random question poped in my head "am i gay cuz of this?"after that moment that thought was ther everyday all day i couldnt get it out of my head and it started giving me anxiety and panic attacks cuz my head kept tellin me i was gay but of course i always knew i wasnt and i started being scared of being gay and also because i was also confused and doubtin myself and my believes then i found out i had symptoms of HOCD cheking if i was gay,questionin myself and cheking if i started to act gay and trying to see if i was attracted to guys and havin unwanted sexual gay thoughts and all those symptoms plus the other phisical and mental symptoms i got from anxiety so i was a wreck and today 10 months later i still have them so i went from being a perfectly normal heterosexual guy with alot of girls to what i am now a guy with HOCD AND GAD can some1 tell me how to end this permanently i just wanna be the guy i used to be again and enjoy my life tthe fullest like i used to

[alsky]

you need to speak with a therapist or this will eat you up.      


straight or gay...........it doesnt really matter in the larger scheme of things---YOUR HEALTH DOES !

[Alisonj29]

Please get in and see your doctor. They will be able to help. Fearing something so badly can cause adverse reactions such as believing you have it. Its like me, I have health anxiety and I can get myself so scared about the thought of having a heart attack that I begin to have all the symptoms. You were so concerned of the thought of being gay that you likely made your mind work overtime and start to believe maybe you were. Getting into your doctor will be good as they can decide what is the best thing for you. I am sure that counseling will help you alot and being able to talk about how you are feeling without fear and in confidence.
I wish you all the best and keep us in touch with how you are doing.