First of all, I have a mild level of social anxiety. I was 18 when I started to search for some kind of treatments. One day I saw this drug called Paxil CR on the internet, which has reviews of people swear by it and call it a magic pill. So I went to the pdoc and was excited to try it.
The first year taking it, it was working great. I felt REALLY confident and actually was excited to be with people. I thought I finally overcame anxiety. Heck, not until a year later the anxiety started to cripple back again. I upped the dosage to the highest 50 mg but no use, only felt a bit better for two days after I up it.
The social anxiety is even worse now than before taking medicine. I feel like its not me I used to be.. I started to fear people and when I’m around them, very negative thoughts come to mind. I even started avoiding eye contact which is new to me! The horrible side effects I experience are nausea, loss of appetite, lack of motivation, sexual dysfunction, insomnia, racing thoughts and agitation.
But what makes me really upset is every time I discuss with my pdoc about how sh*t this med is and that I need to taper it off, he would either convince me to continue or brush it all off. Thus, I decided to taper it off myself so I’m lowering the dose by 1- 2mg each 3-4 week which I heard is safe to do. But still im concerned.
Anyone going off Paxil?