Rape fear

[WorriedSinceBirth]

I had a risky situation the other night. I drank lots of wine and ended up in a hotel room with a stranger around 4am. I remember us messing around for an hour and stopping to watch TV. I remember getting sleepy. I woke up at 830am, easily and without any side affects. No nausea, no headache, no pain in my vagina. However I'm wondering if it's possible that I was raped in my sleep. Would I have woken up (the mans penis was very large, larger than I had ever seen)? Also would it have hurt the next morning? Do you think I'm being overly anxious with the guilt of my behavior?

[WorriedSinceBirth]

Thank u for responding. That's what I'm thinking as well. Or at least heard something right? Inst four hours too short to enter deep sleep

[jane1147]

like you said his penis is big so 8m sure you would have felt sore in the morning

[WorriedSinceBirth]

Another thing. He was the one to suggest we stop fooling around to watch TV instead. I think maybe he was also nervous of me but then I think maybe this was a tactic to rape me in my sleep

[WorriedSinceBirth]

Please anyone. Do you think it could be possible without any side effects of drugging or physical pain? As well as within four hours (I'm not a light sleeper- I wake up even when blacked out if someone tries to move me) ? I don't know who to speak to. I know I need professional help. I know I need to not drink again. I know I'm not ready for sex of any sort. I just need some thoughts on this situation. I know you weren't there, but would you think it's possible?

[WorriedSinceBirth]

Yes I'm worried about rape. I'm wondering if I could've blacked out in that short amount of time and he would've been able to rape me

[WorriedSinceBirth]

I know I wasn't that drunk that I would've blacked out because when that happens, I'm usually puking. It was also only four hours of sleep. Could I have slept so heavy to miss it he raped me??? He says he was drunk too and he knows we didn't have sex because his penis gets sensitive which I think is true because he would cringe even when I tried giving him a handjob. I'm so scared though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ROSYouralright]

Are you just remembering more? I saw your other post but you didn't mention being worried about rape?