i am 17 and i had unprotected sex with a boy a year ago he gave me clamidiya i got rid of it straight away but now i have a wonderful boyfriend and i am so scared i have given him HIV, i am so scared i can not get tested i am seeing a phyco sexual councilor, a hypnotherapist and have a meeting with my GP on thursday but they all tell me the same thing ' go get tested' and they do not understand that that is the fear aswell, i have always been a worrier but this is going to far now it is taking over my life, i am not as bad now i can sleep most nights un like before when i used to shake so much in bed i would be sick and panic like mad.i am on anti depresents and they are helping am i being mad or is anyone else the same?