hi im 20yrs...2yrs ago i started noticing rectal bleeding..and there was bumps down there...well i went to doctors creams etcetc with no success..recently i asked for the surgery but this doctor at hospital really made it hard and didnt want to do it...so now i contacted hospital to be resolved and do the surgery...im contantly anxious waiting for their answer,and worried ..its my only hope to feel happy again ..pls what to do :(( this anxiety is rlly taking over my life and i cant enjoy myself wherever i am.. its something minor but taking over my life..who would want to see blood everytime one have bowel movments..it gives me panick attacks all d time :(