I'm sorry I really could not understand half of what you said... Id want to help you but when you type like that.. its really difficult to understand
Put all this in a letter to your parents and let them know how desperate you are for help, and that you are begging them to help you. Sometimes when someone has to read something it really sinks in, plus you have the opportunity to say it all in a letter, where verbally a lot can be lost. If you get no help from your parents go to a relative or your school counselor, don't stop until someone listens to you. We hear from a lot of teens like yourself so know you're not alone and we are always here for you as well. Take care...