Aa
i feel like there no future for me.
help me please i dunt know what to do i wake up in the morning feeling like im worthless and worry about how im going to get through the day and i never go far from home as im anxoius i mean ive tryed killing me self twice in the past 5 days :(
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You need to go to the hospital right away if you are thinking about committing suicide. Taking your own life is not the answer. You can and will get through this! I know it is extremely scary, confusing and hard to initially get a hold of but you will. Depression and anxiety can go hand in hand in my opinion. I have been through the exact same thing as you along with many other people here. I too slipped into depression and felt like anxiety robbed me of my self identity and self worth. Believe me, I know it is hard, especially in the beginning, but there are so many successful stories and there is a lot of help outt there for you from group counseling to this community. We are here to listen and share our experiences with you. I have been where I would not even consider leaving my house in the beginning and now I travel and enjoy life so much more than before I went through all of this. My point is, although you do not see it now, you ARE going to get through this and enjoy life so much more once you do. I know that is VERY hard to see now, but you will learn to confront this. PLEASE ask as many questions as you like and feel free to email me anytime. If you feel like taking your life again, you need to call for help right away (if you are in the US, do not hesitate to call 911). We have all gone through this and we are to help!
I know you can't SEE the things people are telling you...but trust us, we've all been there in a deep dark hole....and if we had decided to take our lives, we would've never known that getting better was a REAL possibility, and so many of us have.
Once you make the decision to end your life, there is no going back...no "reatakes", no second chances. I know you are hurting and feel hopeless, but find something to hang on to...the people who love you will NEVER be the same if you weren't here. Try to imagine if your closest friend killed him/herself. You would be devastated right? Never the same? Well, that's how countless people would feel if you weren't here.
Depression and anxiety are both have a lot of genetic predispositions, and it sounds like you have a few family members who have suffered. TALK to them...they know what you're going through. You need to get some intense help, and NOW. PLEASE seek help immediately, b/c again, suicide is not the answer. You haven't even had a chance to see that things WILL get better.
We're all here for you..,.please keep posting.
Once you make the decision to end your life, there is no going back...no "reatakes", no second chances. I know you are hurting and feel hopeless, but find something to hang on to...the people who love you will NEVER be the same if you weren't here. Try to imagine if your closest friend killed him/herself. You would be devastated right? Never the same? Well, that's how countless people would feel if you weren't here.
Depression and anxiety are both have a lot of genetic predispositions, and it sounds like you have a few family members who have suffered. TALK to them...they know what you're going through. You need to get some intense help, and NOW. PLEASE seek help immediately, b/c again, suicide is not the answer. You haven't even had a chance to see that things WILL get better.
We're all here for you..,.please keep posting.
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i would hate it if my friend ended their life but but i think the main reason im like this is because of my past i no people say the past is in the past but i cant exactly forget about it if its on my mind 24/7 i mean no one deserves to die but i cant handle the pain anymore i really cant i know i need help i do but i try ringing the docter but thereve never got an appointment it allways seem like things never go good for me allways seems like no ones there to help like theres never any other options that to end my life i have nothing to live for atm i dont even know why im still here :/
You are 17 years old and have everything to live for. If the doctor cannot find time to give you an appointment then find another doctor or go and camp out on that other doctor's doorstep. It is clear to me that you need to be in treatment for your anxiety and depression. You absolutely do not have to live like this. Now get up and go and make that phone call. If they cannot take you, then you need to go to the nearest emergency room because there is a future for you so don't cheat yourself and everyone else that loves you out of it.
i did go see another doctor but he just said i have to go see my doctor but i ring up everyday asking for an appointment but they have nothing it like what do they expect me to do i don't know what to do that's why i'm calling them :( i don't like hospital's though because of the last time i went to hospital about overdosing is wasnt nice i wish i knew what to do but i don't doubt anyone loves me anyway to be honest.
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