Thanks and I did feel fine before I did it ever sence then its been downhill for me I can't even work its to hard and it was only once and the guy I did it with all he could say it was synthetic incense I just hope I can get better it was a big mistake and I just want to b normal again I would do anything to get my life back and start workin and have fun again without feeling weird that weird feeling of this dream like feeling
In the time leading up to you smoking this mysterious substance, were you feeling fine and normal and not depressed and reasonably happy with your life? I'm just trying to figure out if we should blame how you are currently feeling entirely on whatever you smoked......if the change in how your feeling happened, virtually overnight.
If you were a regular smoker of pot, IF that is what we're even talking about, did you, at the time notice anything odd about it? Did you know the people who had this or sold it to you? Do you have a way to contact them and ask if it had been dusted with something like PCP or Lord only knows what they dust stuff with these days?
Did you discuss this with your doctor? By that, I mean did you tell him/her that you smoked something strange and ever since then you've been feeling weird.
I don't know of anything that would stay in your system for a month, but if your experience during and after smoking this crap made you feel panic, your doctor did you a favor by putting you on ADs. I still think you should try to find out if the stuff was tweaked or perhaps it was simply the catalyst to open the door of your panic and depression. Just sayin'..........
See how the ADs do but if you're not feeling better in a month or two, I'd suggest getting some therapy with a professional who understands street drugs and look at it from that angle.
You WILL be OK, ya know that right?
I'd advise staying away from any recreational "stuff" until you get this behind you.
It's a strange world out there with lots of really strange people. I urge you to be very careful in future.
Peace
Greenlydia