please help?

[kevin1994]

It all started when I was 15 or 16 I was cutting school and me and my friends got alot of weed, I remember I started smoking alot and never smoked so much, I was also starting to smoke this drug, I was new to weed. When we finished smoking I started having wierd feelings, like my tongue got really dry and I needed to drink something then anxiety kicked in for the first time in my life I felt like my stomach was going to blow up, like some liquid was falling from my stomach to my leggs I got really worried so I went to the hospital they said my blood pressure was really high then they gaved me a pill and let me go..that was the first event that started this crazy feelings, now my body twiches alot almost everyday sometimes I dont even notice that im having a twich,but this is the part the concerns me.....my brain sometimes I get this wierd feeling like I don't feal the same I also have problems with my vision and hearing...I hearst really low sound that I could only hear ar night its like a "pishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhbbbbbb" that never ends..this is reallydepressinfg I already had an MRI exam that came out good and my doctor don't got any clue of what I have..but I understand him what I have its complicated im starting to feel crazy and everytime my brain starts feeling wierd my anxiety kicks really hard, I also have a sleep disorder...im 19 now and still have heart palpitations, wierd depressing feelings in my brain, vision problems and hearing problems...im starting to think it had to do with the ritalin I took when I was young :/

[kevin1994]

Yeah dr google told me that I hame lyme now I got to get check just to be sure lol

[anxiety860]

Hey Kevin, For me personally looking up symptoms online makes my anxiety a lot worse. because "Dr. Google" tends to show the very most unlikely worse case senario. People with anxiety see this and freak out! Anyways my best advice to you when you are having anxiety is to try to remember that your MRI was PERFECT! If something was wrong the MRI would have shown so.

[kevin1994]

But im getting better. but I get this symptoms once in a while and they hit me hard when they come

[kevin1994]

Thanks anxiety860 but its been 5 years and I still feal this wierd feeling in my head, like if I close my eyes I get a feeling that my brain is going to have a seizure and I get scared the only thing that calms me is looking up my symptoms online, thanks anyway

[anxiety860]

You could try taking Melatonin (SP?) to help you sleep.  You can pick this up at just about any local store. I'm no doctor, but it helps me out!

[anxiety860]

well, feeling like you needed to drink after you smoked the pot is VERY COMMON. term is known as cotton mouth.  When some people smoke weed they well freak out..  I would be willing to bet your blood pressure was high because you were having anxiety. I'm willing to guess an attack to since you wanted to go to the hospital.  Anxiety attacks cause your blood pressure to go up in some cases A LOT. You had an MRI and it came back good. THATS GREAT... Anxiety and stress can CONTROL YOUR LIFE.  Idk if you are on medication, maybe you should talk to your doctor about this?  Also, anytime anxiety starts to kick in tell yourself. I had an MRI and it was FINE! an MRI would show something wrong.  I have also felt weird. like my in my brain where I didn't feel like i was really here after prolonged stress/anxiety.  You'll get through this.