Nobody cares about me, literally

[gumbygumby]

What the hell is somebody supposed to do when they quite literally have no reason to live?

[TrudieC]

gumbygumby, have you seen a doctor?  Are you on any depression meds?  One of the evil things about the disease (and it is a sickness just like diabetes) of depression is that it makes you think that no one cares.  Get some help and once the chemical issues of your sickness are treated, and perhaps go for some counselling as well, you will be able to see your problems in a different light.  Don't adjust your life or do something you'll regret when depressed.  The reality is often much different once you come out of the deep despair.

[gumbygumby]

My family doesnt love me and finding somebody to start my own family is the most hopeless thing i can think of.

no friends. I am nobodies priority. Nobody stops to think about me. I am nobody.

[gumbygumby]

I dont have any friends. My family is evil. Nobody loves me or cares at all about me. Making a new family and friends is hopeless for a hideous troll like me.

I am nothing. I feel like a ghost.

[M4Y0U]

Find a reason to live, a hobby you like, a 180 degree switch, join social network etc.
Most importantly if you think your might hurt yourself seek the help of a psychologist as soon as possible. You need to let those emotions out and talk to someone who will understand you and give you great advices. If needed you might even get medication to help you cope with the situation.

M4