@ specialmom, u re soo right......
Ahh, young teenage love. I think a couple should begin having sex when they could handle the consequences of it like a baby. As in if a couple are established adults that could provide for a child and adequately care for the child. Otherwise, having sex run risks as all birth control has a fail rate. It also is like giving away a piece of yourself. 2 months isn't that long to really know someone.
You sound like your hormones may be a little out of control. Real love making is not like porn. Porn is actors, faking. Most are high and often live lives that would make you very sad if you knew the truth. It's a sad business, porn. There also isn't a lot of respect for women in porn and that is worrisome that you are a self professed expert in it. I'm a little concerned about you sweetie.
If you do decide to have sex, please use reliable birth control Go to Planned Parenthood and begin taking the pill or at the very least, use condoms. Each and every time.
But often, sex breaks a young girls heart. You give yourself away and when the guy you are with and you break up, you can never get that back. So many young girls are let down by this.
good luck, This is your life, you're writing the story of how you want it to go.