Hey...Just wanted to say that I haven't seen you in a while...I haven't posted much....just reading and reading trying to stay sane!! Well just wanted to say Waz up!!
Laters
Christine
Morning everybody.
Today is going to be a good day. I could smell it when I stepped outside in the morning. I could feel it when the wind hit my face with the heat from the sun. Nothing else mattered. It was perfect.
As I was walking, I wondered, How is it that this happened? I looked back to my first experences with the drugs, and I really dont know why I started in the first place. Everything was going great for me before the drugs. And everything after just started to go downhill.
I know that I want to fix this now. I see in my future that I am going to make it back up that hill. All of us will. And we'll climb it together. We're doing it now. Wheter we are tapering, detoxing, or going straight CT, we're doing it.
We've all gone so far and done so much, we cant stop now. Even coing to tis forum and facing your problems is a great challenge! I know. My first day here was hell. I cried. I didn't think ould ever do what I've done so far. It was tearing me up from the inside. But even though nobody here knows me personaly, they helped me. Wow, now thats something you don't see everyday!
This has been a learning experience in itself.
Festertool
P.S: Everybody give it up for bmac. (Bill) It's his 50th day!
Keep your head up.6 days is a wonderful thing for you.It will just keep rollin'on!Find something to do to keep you busy and it will pass alot quicker.
good job,
bmac
Good morning:
Day 11 (or 17 out of 23 as I like to say, with stubborn unwillingness to let go of the 6 100% clean day before my 6 day slip) here, in West Virginia.
I seem to experience *amazing* effects from the L-Tyrosine -- a feeling of well-being that floods through me, which almost hydro-like, but without the detached, foggy feeling.
Gotta run, I'm late . . .
CATUF
Mornin! Well this fsu / Miami game scares the gageebies outa me. But I'll be watching in Tallahassee and JEssearpy in Nebraska...so maybe our energy will help em. Not!
So wuts your story? If not Fl, then where are you? If ya like to tell me that is.
Thx,
Suzie