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Couldn't even post on first one. Quitting dope.
I tried quitting the first time, I'm too scared to look at the date on that. I'm down a lot more weight and my circulation is so bad my hands are blue typing this. Today I had to stop. I didn't know I how much I was doing was wrong. I was not only mistaken, I was lying to myself. The pain I am in right now is unreal. Eating again is like teaching myself how a jaw works, it gets sore like legs would after a run after the first bite. I can't eat a portion bigger than half my first. I get sick. It's only been since about a bit before my last quitting. I'm scared. I'm 22. If this keeps on I will die very soon. I'm not ready to die. I need tips, ideas, advice. I don't even want to eat sober because the weight loss feels so amazing. I can't go to a doctor right now or hospital, out of the question. I AM away from meth and unable to get any. Please.. I don't know how to genuinely ask for help right now.. The last bowl I forced myself to smoke and it made me sick. When I can see a doctor I will, until then unattainable and in need of someone who has quit this before to speak to me. Again.. So. Scared. Gotta run hit water on my hands..
I wondered what happened to you.
You need to listen to ms...you need medical attention honey. Now.
This line of your post: I can't go to a doctor right now or hospital, out of the question.
Why? Why is it out of the question? If you were having an appendicitis attack and it was about to burst, you'd call 911, right? Or drive straight to an ER...well, honey, it's that bad. Blue hands is a bad sign...not enough oxygen in your blood. It is a condition that warrants an emergency response.
I'm scared that you have not posted back. Please check in with us.
-Robin
You need to listen to ms...you need medical attention honey. Now.
This line of your post: I can't go to a doctor right now or hospital, out of the question.
Why? Why is it out of the question? If you were having an appendicitis attack and it was about to burst, you'd call 911, right? Or drive straight to an ER...well, honey, it's that bad. Blue hands is a bad sign...not enough oxygen in your blood. It is a condition that warrants an emergency response.
I'm scared that you have not posted back. Please check in with us.
-Robin
Sweetie are you there I have been where you are I no its scary but it can be done when was the last time you smoked? How much did you smoke do you have anyone close to help watch over you right now please stay close to here and let us help you.
Sweetie are you there I have been where you are I no its scary but it can be done when was the last time you smoked? How much did you smoke do you have anyone close to help watch over you right now please stay close to here and let us help you.
Sweetie I think I remember you are you the ones who's father was cooking it and brining it to you? Have you gotten away from him? I no the pain your in its not gonna be easy but I had a 10 year meth addiction and I have been clean 10 years from the meth next month! It can be done. Are you getting sleep eat little bits at a time when you can healthy as you can. I remember the guilt I felt was overwhelming I will help you however I can# tell me what going on!?
Hey, so glad you came back here so give yourself credit. You're asking for help so it would make me so happy if you would accept it. 22 years old and you suffer so. That's no way to live and in fact, that's a bad way to die. No punches being held back. You need to listen to MsD and others who will come. It's not easy straightening your life out and it may take some time. It's really worth it though and you will forever thank yourself.
Listen to me. there is a better life a short walk away. I wouldn't steer you wrong. I've had a relapse on my drinking and I'm telling you that I plan on getting back up on that horse/bike whatever, and living a clean life. I know how it feels both ways now. Being clean is so much better. You can do this. It's far worse than the pain you are living in right now. WE are here for you. Take advantage and lets do this right now. We have all lived to to tell you about it. My Very Best to you..........ike
Listen to me. there is a better life a short walk away. I wouldn't steer you wrong. I've had a relapse on my drinking and I'm telling you that I plan on getting back up on that horse/bike whatever, and living a clean life. I know how it feels both ways now. Being clean is so much better. You can do this. It's far worse than the pain you are living in right now. WE are here for you. Take advantage and lets do this right now. We have all lived to to tell you about it. My Very Best to you..........ike
Hey girl, I wasn't addicted to meth but I am a nurse. Honey if your hands are blue your right, you are dying. Please go to city or state hospital emergency room right now. Ask someone to call 911. No patient can be turned away due to an inability to pay. Its the law. They bill medicaid. You sound very very ill. Hurling so much causes dehydration and that alone can kill you.
You are only 22, you have your whole life ahead of you. We can help you a lot and be there to help you through. Please do your part and call 911. I promise it will be ok.
You are only 22, you have your whole life ahead of you. We can help you a lot and be there to help you through. Please do your part and call 911. I promise it will be ok.
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