I have failed.... I couldn't take the pain any longer and took 2 10mg percocets...(1 the first time then the 2nd about 2 hrs after) I'm feeling better physically but I'm so dissapointed in myself... I was doing so well! Ughhh back to square one???? Does this throw everything away????? I'm at a loss for words and mentally exhausted... :( there has to be another solution... Another way... Not to be in pain! Sorry to dissapoint you guys... I feel like such a failure...
You can do it Wishing. 12 days man that is so far along!! I wish I was there but I will be in a few more days. I would not throw all that away! I am sorry you are in pain.
hey Girl you can do this....right now your getting whats called rebound pain ..it is pain that is exaggerated from the lack of endorphins in your brain...your brain is use to being slamed with them from the pills now it is going to have to make them for itself this will take a little wile but once you start producing endorphins naturally again things like 800mg ibuprofine
will take the edge off of it...the body has the ability to fight off pain on its own and with the help of some otc stuff you will be suprizes at how well your pain can be managed right now try some alive...ibuprofine...and tylonol you can take combination's of them for some releaf but it really going to just take some time for your brain to come back on line ....I suffer with 2 bad disks in my back as well as 3 deteriorating and today im in less pain then I was on the narcotics...a lot of members here have found the same...so just hang in there do your best to push past it and releaf is on the way good luck and God bless.....Gnarly
Oh the pain! I can't sit, I can't stand, everyyything I do but lay down hurts me. I'm at work and literally tearing up the pain is so bad! Idk what to do... Are these the wd pains still or is this my real pain? I can't take it anymore! But I'm hanging in there... 12 days and counting.....
Actually, what you are describing is pretty much the normal, the trick is that you have to beleive it gets better with time and continue to hang on.....have you tried melatonin for sleep? Different strokes for different folks, but it really worked for me to get at least 5-6 hours a night, evening exercise included.
I caution you about thinking it will all be over at one time, it falls away in pieces which makes it hard to notice, but yoy are gettting better each day. from time to time, I would also calculate the amount of money I was saving from not going to the methadone clinic, just as a motivator.
Music, movies, constant activity all helped me keep my mind off the pain.
5:55am and I'm still up. :( I don't get it I've barely been sleeping and working soooo much but yet... Can't sleep! I'm even taking xanex and that usually knocks me right out but nope, nothing! Well it's been 10 days and I don't feel any better... I mean I do in a sense of freedom, like not having to worry about how many pills I have or when my dr appt is or if i want to stay out of the house as long as I feel like I can... It's the simple things I guess but other than that I'm tired cranky emotional and kinda mean... I thought by now things would be different. Also I was expecting to lose weight bc I gained 10 lbs from taking the percs so I figured as soon as I stopped that weight would fly right off and I can be back into my size 4's :) lol but I'm not!!! What's up with that? Anyone have any insight? And pillfree21, being as your fairly newly clean and everythings still so fresh in your memory and maybe even still feeling some of the changes I was hoping you can fill me in (preferrably in detail lol) plus I just look forward to you guys posting :) it puts me in good spirits!