any help please

[allaboutcc]

Ok so I finally got caught. I am scared to death. I called in a prescription yesterday and when I went to pick it up they said it was fraud. This morning I got a call from an investigator asking me to call him back. I am so scared. I have tried to quit and never could and now it's too late. Any advice would be much appreciated!! The prescription was for norco

[Sonrissa]

The best thing that we can do here is to give our good advice and to give support! We do not judge here! If someone chooses not to take your advice, then it's their decision! I think you are taking this way to personally!  Allaboutcc deserves our support, not your judgement! She will make her own decision and will have to live with it! If it turns out to be a mistake, we will still try to help her and offer support! We all make bad judgements and mistakes in someone's opinion! But that is how we learn and eventually succeed! I don't give up on people, nor feel like I'm ever wasting my time! I'm sorry if you feel that way!

[hangetsu]

"The reality is starting to hit me now."

The reality of it is that you've dug a hole for yourself and instead of doing something to crawl out of it are digging it deeper and deeper.

You're laying it on your family for starting you in the Methadone Program but it's you that needs to start taking responsibility for your actions. They didn't make you forge a script, aren't forcing you to take Methadone, and aren't going to go to jail for you or do your withdrawals for you when you do finally have to come off it.

This will be my last post to you as I feel like I'm wasting my time on you now.

[allaboutcc]

Thank u all. Today was by far the worst day. I wad by myself all day so I was very down and depressed. The reality is starting to hit me now. Please just continue praying as I am for all of you. You all are so wonderful and I don't think I could have even attempted this wo the support.  Thank u again!!!!

[selfinduced]

WOW Buprenex, That is great advice.   Alla, thinking of you and hoping your holding it together. Stay strong and know as long as your trying and doing your best, your moving in the right direction. Love and hugs to you.

[buprenex]

One thing to be clear, do go too Detox so that if you get arrested or stuck in jail you will not be without care. Most Jails do nothing. You can face custody so much better if not sick as hell and without proper compassionate care. But it will detox you, I think the trauma only adds to the condition.

Sincerely

[buprenex]

HI,

I see you are talking with an Attorney already have so this might not help much. However what worries me is you called many prescriptions in and if you just admit to all of them it will be a lot of potential counts. I can not tell what the Pharmacy knows or can prove and for that matter the police as well. Most Police will lie and twist and their is nothing you can say that will help you. I have been done that road even though I was more physically addicted and then trapped as you are as an addict or not, I am very sympathetic and we can not assess your condition here but we are real concerned. I would get into Detox and the Police do not need to know where you are and hopefully your Detox will go well but as I was never told it can really take a lot longer to feel and be functional so prepare for a long time period and post acute withdrawl can be just as tough as the initial detox. So many variables. Months to years! But you need to stop as this only progresses!!!!!! I always was trying to stop and did not take them to get high. I just did not have the support or advice etc to have saved myself a lot of trouble. Early in my addiction I went to detox and they used buprenex and I left feeling fine until it wore off days later. Bingo I was now addicted to Buprenex in 7 Days time. Less my cash!! I had no idea that was why I went back into withdrawl and back on Vicodin. And Rehab and Doctors do prey on your state for Money and your success is a far distant concern be carefull. Keep trying you will learn how to beat your problem. Hopefully after initial Detox you can make decisions better and then go get booked after your attorney arranges bail etc. They may not have enough to charge you? They may need a admission or they may be able to arrest. You will need Family and Friends but I never had that so it took me much longer than it needed. There is a song that I like "its all up to you" Steve Earl. Keep trying!!! Fight!!!!