Aa
what a hard day
Today was my first true day of detox I'm not going to call it withdrawals. Withdraws are when your out and waiting for that next pill. I don't know how I made it but I did. I even watched my husband take four tabs a soma and a morphine. That was so hard. If hills pills 'would of accident fell in.my mouth'. I would have sighed in delight. But nope I stuck it out. It has been a rollercoaster of.emotions with the toilet the star of the day. Imodium didn't work for me. But I did have to take a benzo to calm my nerves. I was so mean..bouncing around like a pinball and wow my bones hurt. I even managed to work on.cleaning my room. I haven't done that in months. I haven't ever been one day clean in over five years. Thanks for giving me strength to do this.
Well I thought I was going to get thru the day without any husband drama but that didn't happen. He got really high and excused me of stealing his drugs. I hate being accused. That is a big pet peeve of mine. He put his pills in a ciggerate pack and lost them. I think he found them because he's past out now. He ran around until he found them.and the keys to the safe. I never had his keys. I never caved except valuim and I needed it.I took them and took a nap to avoid the chaos. He has a big problem of accusing
The NA book is very uplifting. It occupies your mind with stories that hit you between the eyes. Have tissues handy. So sorry you have to endure this. It is awful. I don't care how many times you go through it, it is terrible, and things seem hopeless even though your brain knows it will end...........praying for you.
How are you??? Did you make it without any additional meds??? Hang in there you are stronger than you think and we are all here if you need to talk...
I understand that. Still...it's not wise to mix the stuff. That's all I'm suggesting.
Hope you're calmer now.
Hope you're calmer now.
I only took the valuim to.take.the edge off. To.sleep and.not be jumping.out of.my skin
If you're going to cave, just wait a while. You don't want to add pain pills to the Valium x 3 you've already taken...that's not smart.
You are reading content posted in the Addiction: Substance Abuse Community
Is treating glaucoma with marijuana all hype, or can hemp actually help?
If you think marijuana has no ill effects on your health, this article from Missouri Medicine may make you think again.
Julia Aharonov, DO, reveals the quickest way to beat drug withdrawal.
Tricks to help you quit for good.
A list of national and international resources and hotlines to help connect you to needed health and medical services.
Herpes sores blister, then burst, scab and heal.
