Have i got a problem w/alcohol-part 2

[ibizan]

there is no such thing as can't quit....its just not ready too.... and won't quit!

[ibizan]

NEVER view it as i'm not gonna drink again....for us and how we did was one hour at a time.....that grew in2 one day at a time....saying NEVER is a sure way to set urself up 4 failure!

[more0then0a0virus]

OK... I`ll do that... Thanks...

[dominosarah]

When we all got sober we had to change our playmates and our playground~~~~

[more0then0a0virus]

I can`t just leave them...

[dominosarah]

When it comes to saving yourself you will do whatever it takes...

[more0then0a0virus]

But...i explained the situation. my friend chose me when I was anti-social. And now, at the end of the day, i’m only person left for him. I can`t be such a  b*tch to him.

I talked to him few minutes ago, he`s really worried about me. For the first time we talked seriously. He feels guilty because he brought alcohol and didn`t stop me yesterday when I drank and told me he won`t let me ruin myself because I`m everything he has got. He has a strong hunch that my drinking will end badly... I explained him that it`s not his fault, but I`m so tired of talking and not drinking... But I won`t drink...

And, I don`t really care so much about the other friends who i go out with...  Just about him...