Have i got a problem w/alcohol-part 2

[ibizan]

there is no such thing as can't quit....its just not ready too.... and won't quit!

[more0then0a0virus]

I guess I accidentally copy-paste it...  I was so fu**ing drunk...

I`m no good for anything...

I don`t remember half or the evening... I passed out, but I have got a litlle dose of relief, finally...

This is stupid. I can`t even do what I meant to do. And yesterday I drank too much from my parent `s basement. They will find out...

I just encumber this forum with my stupidity, and because of that I want to escape from here. I want to stop talking about this. I`m just wasting your time... I’m not successful. I’m a failure. You were stronger than me when you were quitting. I’m just a stupid b*tch.

I know I have to stop drinking, but I`m not good at that... I just complicate everything and don`t know what to do anymore. If I drink, I ruin everything. If I don`t drink, I have this need. I`m tired...

[ibizan]

my father once said there comes a time in life when one has to drek or get off the commode.......well we all know what he REALLY said but it would get deleted here!YOU really think ur parents don't know whats going on w/u?they can't be that blind....they probably feel VERY frustrated about what to do......if ur friend was truly ur best friend he would not drink around you....that would be the REAL friendship test!

[dominosarah]

When you sober up take a look at your last post....then we will all talk again.

[more0then0a0virus]

Now I am screwed up.... I`ve been smoking that last gram of pot.... And now I`m really drunk... And it`s so great... And I`m not aware of anythin g right now... I`˛m resallx enjoying in everything... I don`t know how to stop, have I got a reason for that? I drank so much... So much alcohol misses.... ****... I drnk... But I feel awesome? How can I convince myself I that want to stop drinkin g
Ibizan, i know, you were right. I`m screwed up... I have this need and alchohgl...How to get rid of iit? Now I am screwed.... I`ve been smoking that last gram of pot.... And now I`m really drunk... And it`s so great... And I`m not aware of anythin g right now... I`˛m resllx enjoxing in everything... I don`t know how to stop, have I got a reason for that? I drank so much... So much alcohol misses.... ****... I˙m drunkw... But I feel awesome? How can I convince myself I that wabt to stiop drinking
i know, you were righz. I`m screwed up... I have this need and alchohgl...How to get rid of iit?

Hoe to get rid of iit?

[more0then0a0virus]

I don`t know... He can control himself. But he asked if I want him not to drink next weekend.

He is great. We can accept each other. He has never fussed about anything I did, including drinking. That`s why I enjoyed spending time with him at the beginning...

I really am glad to have such a good friend... But, on the other hand, I don`t like talking like that with him, because he is going to control my behavior. I hated when people were telling me what to do. I felt trapped then. Like I didin`t have a right to choose.  I don`t want to be controlled, but that`s only option I`ve got...

[dominosarah]

Maybe you 2 can have some sober outings.  I am glad you have someone you can talk to like that.