I really am in desperate need of some advice or help. Please forgive me if this turns out long. My name is Tanya and I am 28 years old. I have had my share of anxiety and panic attacks since I was 22 years old and it all started with taking diet medication that was supposed to be safe. Well it triggered an SVT event that cause me MANY panic attacks as time went on. The only other time I ever felt anything funny with my heart was when I was prego with my 2nd chile I had one feeling that I later found out was a PVC. I had it hard for a few years having fast heart rates, anxiety panic attacks and a few PVCS every now and again. Eventually I just learned to deal and things got better for me until May of this year. I have been through so much in these past few months and its getting harder to keep control because I feel alone and very afraid, I mean my husband who knows me well is now saying what some of the doctors have said THAT ITS ALL IN MY HEAD and it hurts me so to hear that coming from him. Anyway in May I started having chest pains and while trying to deal with that I had one day of several PVCS a minute for 14 hours straight, hello I thought I was dying!!!! This is the very first time that I have ever had them like this so right away I am thinking something is wrong... I had all the test for the chest pains and PVCS, echo, stress test, event monitor I even had a cardiac cath at the age of 28 which was by the way negative. I had this because they could not find a reason for my pain and wanted to be 100 percent sure since I have a strong family history of sudden death on my fathers side, both he and his father died at the age 50 suddenly and because I never met him I have no answers other then he suffered fainting spells his whole life. OK so then I had mega chest pains in JUNE and thought I was dying come to find out my gallbladder needed out and had that done on 07/08 of this year. I had another bad event of PVCS in late July for about 16 hours non stop and then I thought I was ok. On AUGUST 20th I started to get lightheaded to where I am going to pass out, I never have but I feel like I will and this has become a daily thing and no one has been able to figure out why. I have no other symptoms at the time just that feeling and I have to tell you its SCARY. I have been to the brain doc and had an MRI which was OK, I been to regular doc and had blood work and it was fine. I went to the ENT had my ears checked and then had a sleep study which is all fine. I think I have had almost all the basic testing and all is fine. Now I am having chest pains once again only in a diff place, under my left breast to left, its not real bad but it is concerning and on Thursday had yet another bad day of PVCS for 19 hours. What the heck is wrong with me? I am to the point now that I am afraid of everything, all I keep thinking is that I am going to die. Its on my mind constantly/ I can not even begin to express how it feels. I feel like deep down something is not right and I have this gut feeling that I am going to die. I cant concentrate at work, I dont like to be left alone and my marriage is suffering. I mean I have this one really scary heart problem that has never been caught and I felt it about 4 times in my whole life in the past 3 years, it just starts beating hard fast and irregular for about 10 to 15 seconds, gives some big bangs at the end and then its gone I think its NSVT and this has been on my mind a lot lately to. I just want to know what's wrong with me and have it fixed or at least know so that I am not making myself sick like this. Can anyone else relate? Am i going crazy? Is it all in my head? I mean the PVCS are real I went to the ER and they were caught many times on the monitor. The only thing is 2 doctors mentioned that I have a nsytmias in my eyes a fast beat to the right what does this even mean? Please any advice?? Please I am so lost. I just want my life back, I want to be happy again. I am tired of problem after problem. What should I do? Thank you so much for taking the time to read this long long problem:)