I was so Happy

[Sagitarius88]

It was my baby annual health check up which came very good and 1st time since he born some body appreciate me alot the way Im bringing him up I was so proud n top Of the world that i thought that with panic n anxiety im not looking after him much but I was wrong I'm doing well
But then I had a client im a beautician n my baby was with me cuz hubby was at work n while I was doing treatment on client he was crying non stop n very loud n since then im thinking im not a good mother im not looking at the positive side doctor n health visitor said I'm just concentratIng on negative thought of my stupid brain

Can't help im stuck again
Short breathe chest pain tired eyes and no energy in my whole body u hate it
I can't enjoy I can't b normal in any situtation why why why :'(

[trying43]

Im glad ur seeing a dr.  Hopefully they can get things sorted out.  

[Sagitarius88]

Thnx both of u
I had just a bit anxiety before my baby born but now my anxiety is on top of roof...I have every symptoms u can name...fear of death,fear of heart attack,stroke,any Disease,,,I'm waiting for my CBT apt n I m seeing cadrio in march.

[Sagitarius88]

Thnx both of u
I had just a bit anxiety before my baby v

[trying43]

Is this your first baby?  Its normal to be anxious about if you are doing a good job or not, you just can't let it control you.  I have 3 kids and I still worry if I am doing good or bad job but i dont obsess about it.  Now i admit with my first i was very worried but his doctor said he was doing great.  Your dr even said your baby is doing fine! Babies cry, its how they communicate, it may mean they are hungry sleepy dirty etc. It doesn't mean you are a bad mom!  Have you talked to your doctor about how you are feeling?  Maybe they can give you some ideas on how to feel less anxious. I hope you feel better soon and good luck.

[remar]

It sounds like your doing a wonderful job raising your baby.The Dr even confirmed this. Babies are going to cry. It's natural. Don't feel bad because he was crying.
Were you having trouble with anxiety before the baby was born?

[Sagitarius88]

Now nOw I'm feeling panicky again cuz my whole body is aching n my anxiety telling me that Im gonna ve a stroke :(

[Sagitarius88]

Now nOw I'm feeling panicky again cuz my whole body is aching n my anxiety telling me that Im gonna ve a stroke :(