Well, where to begin. Yesterday i had a bad day. I work with the bad kids in school and sometimes, well most of the times they just make me crazy. Im a teachers aide, and they treat me like crap sometimes. It makes me so mad, to the point where i just want to drink heavily. I love drinking, but im not an alcoholic. Im just a creative person who loves music and all sorts of other things. But when i get in the school, even the teachers annoy me sometimes. Then when they all annoy me, my wife starts to annoy me. Everybody starts to annoy me. See the teachers and these kids dont see my true talents of playing music and all. They just see how i am as a teachers aide, when all i have done for the past 10-12 years of my life was work on my music and party. . But i guess because of my strong talents in those creative areas, it has taken away most of my communication skills. But thats i guess thats the price you pay. Plus they think im weird, and just basically from outer space. Idk.
But yesterday, I was going to drink very very heavily, because of the day i had. But all of a sudden, I had another idea. "Hey they think im weird, iLL show em weird." So what I did was go to the supermarket, got some blonde hair die, and dyed my hair. It felt awesome. It was like a high, and i didnt even have to buy alcohol. I feel good, I feel unique, i feel myself. I feel like i can go to the Lord more now. It feels good, like i dont care about what others think.