sorry, i just really am at my lowest at the moment, thanks for the advice im going to look in to that, but then i am worried if it comes back as pos which i am almost 100% certain it will then my bf will be so angry he will leave me.
HIV tests are usually given as standard when you are preganant. Obivously you feel you have some issues surrounding your status. You can never rely on anyone else's test reulst to asertain your status, so an HIV antibody test taken now will give you a clonclusive result.
I won't suger coat things for you, bisexual males and their partners are considered to be a high risk group for HIV infection. That said, most people are negative. And from what you have posted your symptoms are not suggestive or HIV infection. In all likelehood this chap was negative.
Personally, I want to urge you to not do anything that might jepodise your health or safety. PLease speak to someone if you are feeling suicidial.
Get a test done. Most if not all NHS GUM clincis will now use a 4th generation DUO test, which checks for antibodies and the p24 antigen. The test is free and you can expect your results within 10 days.
do not think about suicide!
go to a local GUM clinic and speak to them
they will decide which test is the best for you
a test 3 months after your last unrotected exposure will give you a conclusive result
im from england, and i know i didnt have a hiv test because i didnt have any needles at all, i didnt even have any when i gave birth. infact i havnt had a needle since i was eight years old. im so scared, i just want to die.
but i am sure it is a procedure to test a women for hiv before giving birth..maybe you should check your medical records for being tested before you gave birth
anyways, i suggest you should take a hiv antibody test to put your mind at ease
since ur phobic to needles,u can take a test which takes a swab from inside your mouth..