HOW FAR DID YOU GO TO GET PILLS

[oxynomore07]

I was so desperate to get pills one day I took a landscaping brick and drop it on my big toe and broke it. It was very painful and regret it now cause my toe nail is still trying to completely heal. They had to burn through it to relieve the pressure from the blood. Now that's an addict.

Josh

[lostmarbles]

running out of my meds a week into my months prescription, couldn't go to my other doctor as had eaten that prescription a week prior to that one and so with 3 weeks to go I madly decided to have my lips pumped up and asked the cosmetic doctor whether he would prescribe me xanax as I was a 'nervous' patient..... I looked like a duck for for the the 4 months it was in my lips, he only gave me one pill... and so I had duck lips for 4 months and my one xanax cost me $350, in english money.. 700 pounds sterling !! I was not happy !!

[NautyOne]

I have to tell you that your not alone.  I really admire your honesty.  I don't believe a lot of people would admit to self-harming themselves to get pills.  I personally haven't done it, because I already had and have a reason to walk into any doc's office and they would give me pills, but I can't say I wouldn't do something like that if I didn't have a problem. Please try not to do that again.  I know your stronger than that.  Your teetering on dangerous behavior.


Luv,
nauty.....................

[NautyOne]

lol;.......Omg.  I am cracking up.  Im picturing your cute little face with them big ole duck lips.........to funny.  

nauty...........:-)))))

[oxynomore07]

I would never dream of doing that now I am 129 days clean and still have a hard time believing I did that. Lost marbles that is too funny I wonder if you could inject that down below and be swollen for 4 months LOL

Josh

[lostmarbles]

soooooooo **** at math....... it was the other way around.... sterling/dollars not dollars/sterling lmao.....I obviously need a lobotomy !!

On a serious note, I agree with Nauty xoxox

[CR_ST_NA]

hey, great post, great question. one many of us have a hard time facing. i think once we do we are certainly on the road to recovery. i have done some pretty stupid things to get my pills in the past. i have also lied to dentists and docs to get perscriptions. i have gone with out food before and never stolen anything, but i stole pills from people that trust me. that is the hardest for me.......... what it does (did) to my character, i want to be trusted, and a person of integrity. drugs robbs you of that. it is so cunning.
christina