HOW FAR DID YOU GO TO GET PILLS

[oxynomore07]

I was so desperate to get pills one day I took a landscaping brick and drop it on my big toe and broke it. It was very painful and regret it now cause my toe nail is still trying to completely heal. They had to burn through it to relieve the pressure from the blood. Now that's an addict.

Josh

[lostmarbles]

running out of my meds a week into my months prescription, couldn't go to my other doctor as had eaten that prescription a week prior to that one and so with 3 weeks to go I madly decided to have my lips pumped up and asked the cosmetic doctor whether he would prescribe me xanax as I was a 'nervous' patient..... I looked like a duck for for the the 4 months it was in my lips, he only gave me one pill... and so I had duck lips for 4 months and my one xanax cost me $350, in english money.. 700 pounds sterling !! I was not happy !!

[oxynomore07]

It is crazy what we will do to get our fix and now that I am sober I wouldn't have the ballz to do any of the stuff I pulled.

Josh

[gizzy32]

yes that is an addict. my god i did crazy things although i did coke not pills. ive showed up at biker clubs to buy blow. went to crack house's with guns there and people i didn't know, but didn't care, just wanted my coke. i became friends with dealers that used and sold so i could get deals on coke. i did some crazy things to get it so i can relate. if dropping a brick on my toe would have given me a prescrption for blow, i would have no toes left. i can relate to what you are saying, we do it out of desperation.

[NautyOne]

Tijuana Mexico.......lol


Nauty...............

[road2recovery]

wow , josh i hope that toe heals :)   Very good post...For me i went to parts of town that i would have never gone, ever...Now being clean this long, it almost feels like it wasn't me that did that, very hard to explain....i guess other things would be lying to dentist, or doc...
Did not do any self harm but i am sure that would have happened if i would have continued...Oh and the worst for me was taking out of family's medicince cabinets...Even though i knew they were not in pain, and they were usually expirated, that is not who i am....
dang that was tough writing that , but felt good too...
r2r

[johnnykelly]

Josh ,its a good thing you didnt drop the brock on your head,or maybe not.